Panic at the disco.. well not the disco

After such a bad experience the other day, I was dreading going back into the water today. I even got a different boat, but alas, once I was on the water I froze. I couldn't do it. I don't often bottle at things, but I had to get out. Chris has agreed to take me out separately so I can get the hang of paddling properly. I'm still up for it, but I really couldn't face it today.